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I wonder why people could be so mean sometimes. Of course I’m not going to exclude myself from being one. Its just a harsh reality I could not ignore. Somehow, in some way, we tend to hurt other people’s feelings and dignity so we can get by on our own. Thus, we are blinded by our own. Change is inevitable. *I don’t even know what inevitable means. Ha-ha. Funny. I’m a bit stupid when it comes to vocabulary sometimes* Where was I? Oh yah. Being mean. Are we being mean because we don’t want other people to know that deep inside we are really weak or are we mean because of too much vanity, or worst, just plain selfish? Are we chameleons, hiding our own true skin whenever our comfortability is being plagued? Where is being human? What is the true purpose of being human? We were born with two hands. One is for holding on and one is for catching. Both for comforting. We were born with two ears. One is for listening and one is for hearing. We were born with a pair of eyes. One for seeing and one for crying. We were born with feet. One is for going and one is for staying. We were born with one heart. one is enough to have hope, faith and love. We were born with one brain because if you have lots of it, you’ll end up being proud. We were born with these things to touch other people’s lives. To be innovative and to go beyond who we think we are. To go, to feel pain and to teach. To reach, to soar, to save a life. To give hope and above all things, to love, truly. With a humane heart.

I feel like I’m missing out on a lot of stuff… fun or even my spiritual side of things. I saw Kath’s pics when they went on a night out… I figured how I miss those things and after waiting for hours and for practicing for the praise and worship team, I found out that I won’t sing til May. Its’ not a big deal really. I totally understand what are the consequences of my own actions. *sigh*

I was so cute back then…. so much for being cute now… hahahha