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I don’t really understand what’s going on. When a person is exposed to another environment, they are not them anymore. Well, they are still them but different. It’s weird how we change when we are expose to something new. I guess it really depends on the person how he or she handles the new situation she’s in. I just don’t get it. Well, a few of my friends started to work. After a few weeks or months of working, they seem ‘different’. I miss the old them. Some of them turned into jerks, some of them turned ‘popular’ and some survived and stayed the same. But whatever changes they made, I still love em. I’m just adjusting that’s all. 

Lainey and I were walkin at the school cat walk when she told me about this band. Kinda like Sixpense. GO SAILOR. Hard to find. Good thing her friend Sarah has a copy. I haven’y heard it yet but by the way Lainey described it, it’s really interesting. (sorry cant download the pic)

Get a life and get real!

I just got hold of my friend’s (or should I say ex friend?) friendster and I can’t help remembering the past. It was just too awful. I want to get mad at myself again. It was just too much burden. I feel like I was part of her and her boyfriend’s breakup. (did I get that right?) Aaarrrgh! But past is past. I couldn’t believe that I would betray a friend. It sucks. Bigtime. *sigh* If anybody knew what happened, would they still accept me? would you? I’m no angel to tell you honestly but I have change. I really have. God saved me from the gutters. Are you ready to face the real GRACE?

yep! another day passed by! It was nice! A bit cold this time but no complaints. I had the blast going to the mall. Just bought this green shirt (Man! I don’t have shirts anymore… tsk tsk!) Well, Ive realized and learned a lot today. I realized that there is nothing wrong writing with a pen on your diary. You might find it weird and a bit low I should say but it doesn’t matter what you think or what you may say. Well, as I was writing on my journal this morning, God made me realize that Pens are like our lives. It leaves a permanent mark (thus causing an ugly mess in your article) but you can always skip it up and just continue writing! Or you can pull up the pages and start over again! Cool huh? and Finally for the passed 19 years of my life I have made the greatest decision in my life….. not to buy those killer shoes. hehe. Well, I was always proned to saying yes all the time ( relationships, buying stuff, favors  blah blah…) but As I was growing up *whew* Thank God! I’ve learned to say No, In a nice polite way of course!

Anyways, I learned something today, too. The scaling thing on the guitar. I dont know how to call it. What-cha-ma-call-it? It was fun. It made me boost to play the guitar again. Hehe. Gotta go! Time check 1:15am too early for tomorrow

For the past few days, I’m not going to deny of what I’ve been through. It was all a mess. It was one of my "down days". My faith just wanted to collapse. It was hard for me to get in touch with God for the reasons that I didn’t knew until now. I found out that there has been a lot of burdens and pains clogged up in my heart. I kept on worrying about stuff that I shouldn’t worry of. It took me a lot of time to realize that for God, they were no biggies. If ever I’m going to enumerate all I’ve been hrough the past weeks, its going to take me a day or so. Unfortunately, its just going to waste my precious time and yours too. Past is past. Why look back? Its amazing how God can lift you up when you thought you’re in the position of giving up. But hey, as they say it "It takes one encounter from God to change the route of you life". Right now my heart is just full of thanksgiving for the people who didn’t give up on me and kept me lifted up and of course to my one and only God. As I was walking down our street, I can’t help saying o myself that "Finally, I’ve found something worth fighting for" I don’t want to turn back anymore. Enough is enough! I’m going o keep running the race. Right now, God is telling me to jump, to reach the highest goal, to do the best in everything, to reach my highest potential. Who says it is easy? But for Him, It’s all worth it. Finally, I’ve regained my passion for something and….. it’s my God. I’m still running… I may fall down a lot of times but God told me to just stand up and run again. There’s no turning back now. This is it. This is my battle and God has already won it for me.

Now I’m standing here testifying and challenging all the young people to lay down their lives to Jesus! You think smoking, drinking, drugs, involving in different relationships, involving in sexual pleasures will get you somewhere? Think again. You might wanna check your life and ask yourselves if you are happy. Are you?

You are special. He knows you. He hears you. He cries for you.He knows whether you are happy or in pain. He knows you from the inside and out. HE LOVES YOU.

You are exraordinary. God can use you mightily because He has given you the skills and talents. Want to make a difference? Start with God. You can do a lot of things for the Lord. He has birth you to this generation because He has a purpose. A purpose to prosper you and not to harm you.

Don’t dwell yourself in this world for it may eat you up alive.

Kung akala mo hanggang dzan ka na lang, nagkakamali ka.

Now, Are you willing to run with the Lord?

He’s just waiting for you.