EherM eHERm

its me again… *sigh* kept thinking about the camp on wednesday. I’m kinda nervous in a way. It’s the first time I’m gonna be a mom. well, not MOM mom. You know what I mean. Well, it’s just… It’s not fear at all. It’s just somethin like…. "Am I going to be an effective counselor?" and other stuff like that. I know I’m gonna be fine. God’s with me. For the past few days, I’ve been struggling with panic attacks coz of the deadlines, the play, my incomplete subject and all other stuff. I always thought that I would end up in an asylum or something someday. Yikes! But I’m pretty sure I won’t and it’s all on the mind. Another one of those weird thoughts I have. Man, Am I paranoid. Oh yah, I started to read this book titled "Inside Out". It’s great but I realized that I’m not ready to read it until I put on the author’s shoes. There are some parts of the book that somehow raised a debate eventhough I hate debating or is it just I don’t understand it at al? hmmm?. "READ BETWEEN THE LINES GRACIE!" I kept tellin myself that and also a friend told me so. *sigh*

Can’t wait….

Eherm! I’m back at my kuya chito’s place then suddenly i had the idea of opening up a blog again. Geesh. I figured some information on my twisted mind ( do not worry. I’m not crazy. Well, its just twisted coz… uhmm… its a long story ) are wasted when forgotten. I could use it in the future. I hope others too. I really like helping out people. It brings out the best in me. Anyweiz, where were we? Ah yes, the book that I read. Oh yah, its entitled THE CATCHER IN THE RYE. It’s really good. Humourly and intellectually good. You might find it weird but I had a crush on the main character, Holden. Haha. It’s funny, when you think about. Yikes. Well, I can’t really lay down everything at your plate of what the story is all about. You have to find it out for yourself. Akala ko normal yung mga actions niya. Yikes. Yun pala….. SECRET. Haha. Read the book!